Last summer I was diagnosed with MS. And while I am still able to work at the moment, I do feel that soon I won’t be able to be on my feet as much as I am now and I do know that I push myself way too hard at times, but I always try to do what needs to be done in order to make sure my family is taken care of. Even if it means I end up personally suffering for it. Lately I’ve had this topic of going back to school (college, I never finished when I was younger) laid heavily on my mind. So I’ve been doing a little research into different schools and think I’ve settled on one with a fairly interesting Associates program. A degree would definitely benefit myself and my little family. (I just need to apply haha.) More recently, I’ve had this topic of “affiliate marketing” heavy on my mind and I really know nothing about that, so I’ve been doing some research. With all of this, I’ve been praying for clarity and discernment, and I just am not sure. I am trying to figure out if it’s the spirit laying these ideas on me or if it’s just things my own subconscious is feeding me.
I know that Gods timing is perfect and that all things work together for good (even if at times I wonder how that truly can be possible). Maybe it’s just me being impatient. Oh. One more thing, maybe someone can help with this. Last night I dreamed of a ruler. It randomly did an extreme closeup and there were many many lines between the ones that we can see normally. Then it turned to a book. The pages kept turning until it finally stopped. And while I could tell there were words on the page, it wouldn’t close in enough to allow me to read them. I also couldn’t tell if this book was the Bible or what it was. Then it was done. This has been heavy on my mind all day today and I’ve been praying about it. I’m not sure what it means, or if it even means anything. Dreams can be so weird. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this, I sincerely appreciate it. Any help would also be appreciated.
With Love.Tags: Christian Fellowship