Urgent prayer request

[kassy]

My ex husband is out of jail and back at his obsession with trying to get to me. 3 of my sisters called me today and said he had friend requested them on facebook. I called my son and he looked at his facebook and he has also friend requested him! I have him blocked on facebook so he could not friend request me.
In my marriage there was alot of very abusive things that went on. he was physically and emotionally and  in every other way abusive to me. I have a lifelong restraining order aganst him but it does not sem to stop him from trying to make my life a living hell! We have been divorced for many years. In those years he tried to kidnap my son from the school bus more than once when he was little. He kidnapped me in 2006 for three days and was again abusive for those three days in everyway. on the 4th of july in 2011 he found me once again and was outside my house. The police did catch him and he went to jail and apparently is out now and trying to get to me through my family! Everytime he hurt me when we were married and the times he did something  when we were divorced i was afraid to call the police cause he said if i ever did he would kill me or someone i cared about. So in 2011 on the 4th of july i called the police for the first time and now he is out of jail and i am afraid of what retaliation i may get for calling the police.I am tired of running, I am tired of this constant weight on my shoulders wondering where  he is and what he will do next.In the past if he found me i would run but i am running no more!
I ask for prayer, i ask for strength and i ask that God will protect me and my family form this man!
I cannot run anymore i am to weary. I cannot go on in this way. I know that God is in control of this situation and He will work this out in His way and in His time.
One of my biggest concernes also is my son Christopher. he is 20 now and living on his own 6 hours from me. the lifelong restraining order i have on my ex only covered Chrsitopher until he was 18. My son had said when i called him to see if he had also gotten a friend request that he may accept. he said  he may just talk to him and meet him. My son has never known his dad. I left him when he was 3 so he was so young and does not remember him. I am concerned greatly that in my sons need to get to know his father that my ex will use that then end up hurting my son further. This last march, through trauma therapy i rememberd that i had a little girl with this man. i remembered that he had drowned my little girl in the bathtub when she was just three months old. I know it is  so hard to think i could forget having a child but a trauma of that kind makes you forget and stuff and not remember. I just do not remember all the details or why he is not in prison to this day? If he will do that theres no limit to what he may do!
God i cry out to You for Your protection and for strength. Please protect my family. Hold my son in Your arms and give him good judgment. God i pray that Chris will use the goood judgment You have given him and be guarded and careful in any decision he makes regaurding his father. God forgive me for bringing children into such a mess !My children are my heart Lord. Please cover them in You! In Jesus name. Amen

[Savedman1963]

I am praying and asking all to pray for you if you need to talk you know how to get a hold of me
God bless
Dan

[arlene123]

I will pray for you and your family, god is good, maybe you should try moving far far away to like a different state so you can be calm and worry free from that crazy guy. I feel your pain when reading your post, god bless you and your family, you are in gods hands.

[kassy]

Thank you both Dan and Arlene,
I have tried moving out of state he always finds me. I am going to put all of my trust in God and i am not moving. I am done running i will stand my ground and i will not give in. I am a woman now not a little girl and i am done being  messed with!
If God is with me then whom shall i fear? My fear in God is stronger and bigger than my fear of him....

But You, Oh Lord, are a shield around me, my glory, and the one who lifts my head high... Amen!
Psalms 3:3

[kassy]

I ment my faith in God not my fear in God..

[Yoni14]

First of all, I have walked in your shoes a long time ago.  I never got justice.  There is no such thing as justice in America today.  I would say my situation was not as dire as yours, nor was I kidnapped years later, but I did start a group at a local church that agreed to let me do the group ad-hoc, and there were women in there much like what you have been through.  I rescued them over and over.  It was a vicious cycle. 
I did not get any help or any justice at all, although my ex tried to kill me in front of 50 people, until I got involved with politics.  At a townhall meeting I had a state senator whose father had abused his mother his whole life, and part of his life goal was to use his power as a senator to help women like me.  He called the local childrens services for me - the head person and finally the complaints I had been filing?  Action was taken.  I got very little justice, but I did get some. Til this day my ex cannot legally own a handgun - he is banned for life. 
I would contact your congressman and ask for help.  My greatest concern from what you have posted is for your son.  He will surely fall into his trap.  Although my son was a witness against his father, when he became an adult, he became very tight with his father, lives with him while finishing college, and he has seen the disabilities that I carry til this day from being thrown down 15 concrete steps.  Blood is thicker than water. 
I wish I had more or better suggestions.  Your son needs a permanent for life restraining order.  I also have one, BTW.  Even 15 yrs later, when my life started heading the right direction, my ex came after me even through a locked, gated community.  The sergeant called me, and wanted to know if I had the TRO#; I gave it to him, they sent my ex packing.  So hold onto that number.  Put it in your cell phone,  Text it to yourself.  AnD rent a safety deposit box and put the original there.

Blessings to you.  I hope things work out.

[april 51]

Praying for you and your families safety. Trust in the Lord for a positive change for you. God Bless April